I should stop feeling sorry for myself. :<
Posts tagged hope
It’s going to happen. Just watch me.
I can do all this through Christ who gives me strength.
So today in Academic Decathlon, I started to talk about how difficult middle school was mentally, socially, and psychologically… when I realized that I couldn’t do it.
I just couldn’t stop thinking about how there are so many students out there who had it worse than I did, and how I would sound like a complete b!+(# as well as a weak individual if I did tell them what I been through.
But it’s a part of me that I really need to share with just one person outside of my family. I just want at least one person to know that I am not the type of individual that everyone thinks I am: always happy, always laughing, carefree, etc.
And I would like to explain all the details, without the fear of crying in front of him or her, without the fear of breaking eye-contact, and without the fear of losing confidentiality.
We must accept finite disappointment, but never lose infinite hope.
I close my eyes and wish everything will turn out okay.